Hubby (Awwwww…)
January 29, 2008 at 9:31 am (Uncategorized)
He’s just so wonderful mashaAllah. He has finally started to tallk about the baby like it’s real. To explain, he is somewhat worried about something going wrong again and he doesn’t want to be attached to the baby quite yet. Actually, he’d rather I not be as well but as all women know who are reading this — that’s darn near impossible! LOL
Anyways, so it’s nice when he talk to or about the baby now. I know he is much more excited than he seems to be; he is trying to be the strong one for both of us, but I know him soooooo well. He is soooo excited! It’s just so amazing to see him excited to be a daddy. **sigh**
I also feel a little bad for him though - I am ULTRA emotional right now, so I go from welcoming him home, to wanting to cry because I missed him (or he’s talking on the phone and doesn’t say hi right away….silly, i know), then mad because he laughs because he thinks its cute, then happy again cuz he will give me a big hug!! He must think I am bonkers!
And there is noooo way I can cook anything so he is buying a lot of take out. I get so sick when food is cooking that I don’t cook. I should try again I guess as my nausea has let up a little (and so we can save a little more money LOL). And I am so tired the house really isn’t clean and ugh, I just feel bad for him.
May Allah reward him for his patience - Ameen!